1956
Humbert never left.
See the poisonous gas that
Rinses my nation
Runs through the cells
The earth of this ground.
A child just 12, dancing along
To the perverse anthem the man taught her
The strings tug and pull
Soft limbs going up, down and left and right;
The theatre never ends.
She scratches her name under the desk
“B U D A”, and split in half by lightening
The children ring their cries like church bells,
Succumbed to the towers, lonely apartments that
Stand tall like soldiers ready for command.
Everywhere they stand, they cast a shadow.
She’s still sitting at her sullen desk
The rust hugs her hips, her rails –
While the mad roam the earth.
In her textbook written in bold
Are the falsehoods of his hands
Capital letter after capital letter,
She copies out the lies, the full stops –
Wishes her life was one big
Ink spot.
Who knew the pigs could be so hungry
The plurality of individualism! They squeak
(The strings tug)
Her arms frantically cheer and reach for their trotters
Now, to think they plucked her from
The womb of adolescence,
Tore her lungs, banished her growing breath
Look to the Nymph
The true, Aristotelian tragedy.
“Wrong place, wrong time,” writes the historian.