A Love Poem
My heart has started missing beats
I think the Thing is taking them
from where it mouths the muscle
with its rigid, teething metal jaws.
It’s siphoning, a fish-tank pump
its gears are greased by arteries
its rotors rust in bloody shades.
I’m not anaemic any more.
It started like a tic – so small
an iron filing in the vein
it clogged, engorged, and built itself.
It’s only natural something tore.
Its wires are like capillaries
its thin, unfurling copper roots
their conquest of my inner self
is hardly ever even sore.
People are asking questions, now
since it has bitten through the bone
my ribs are like the ribs of birds
I feel the Thing in every
pore.
Sometimes I trace the clockwork
lump
and briefly think I’ll tell someone
it carves its cogs through cartilage
I spasm fondly on
my floor
and so, you see, it’s mine to
keep
no one can know that
we’re betrothed
my heart has started
missing
beats
I’ve never felt
like this
be
fore